Trina's thoughts. | |
 | Haha! | Jul 11, '08 11:26 PM
for everyone |
Wala na si Dana. Nag-offline na. :| Wala na ako kawindangan. :| Kelangan ko pa naman nun ngayon. Enebenemenyennnnn. :|
Sounds sounds sounds nalamang. :D
Haha! Walang kwenta. PWEH! :))
Cuz I've got nothing to do and no one to talk to on YM, I thought of browsing some sites about "Love Tips." Yah, I know it sounds lame but yun yung naisipan ko gawin eh? Haha! :P I'ma share what I've read nalang okay. Wala lang kasi talaga ako magawa eh. Troy's not on AGAIN kasi. UGH! So, without further ado, here are some tips and advices and what-so-evers about "LOVE." LMAO. :PP :))
*SIMPLE RULES
1. Give more than you wish to recieve.
2. Give her more trust than you expect her to give you.
3. Do not command anything of her. (Ask her instead.)
4. Treat her as she's the most precious thing in the world.
5. Be open with your opinion.
6. Tell her she's the most beautiful girl in the world even if she just woke up.
7. Call her if you're going to be late.
8. She likes recieving messages everyday from you. That makes her feel that she's being remembered.
9. When you fight, grab her arm and hug her instead of yelling back.
10. Try as much as possible not to compliment other girl in front of her, that makes her feel bad.
11. Don't call her fat or skinny. Girls are very self conscious.
12. When she stares at you with a dreamy eyes, she's waiting for a kiss.
13. She likes it when you hug, kiss, hold her hand in front of people. But not in the way that is very distracting. Simple kiss will do. It makes her feel that you're proud of her.
14. She wants to be introduced to all of your friends. Either boy or girl.
15. When she asks you out, she wants a 'yes' for an answer.
16. When she cries on you, don't push her away just because she's staining your shirt. Instead, let her cry and kiss her after.
17. Introducing her to your family is a very good move.
18. Tell her the things you did for the day. She wants to be informed.
19. Singing her a song or just saying that this certain song is for her makes her feel so loved.
20. Never tell her lies. Even white lies as much as possible.
It's hard enough to make local relationships work, but having miles, States, and sometimes even an ocean between you makes it even more difficult. However, successful long distance relationships can and do exist. Here's how to give yours every chance to survive and thrive. Steps - Ask the important questions at the onset, to make sure you are both clear on the parameters of the relationship. These can be difficult and awkward questions to ask, but will save you great heartache and misunderstanding down the line. Example: "Are you open to the possibility of relocating if the relationship should become more serious?"
- Communicate in some way every day, more than once if possible. Since you won't be seeing each other, it's important to establish and maintain an emotional connection. These don't have to be long, in-depth conversations (though those should occur sometimes). Tell each other about your little triumphs and tragedies. Ask for advice. Use an instant messenger program or VoIP for real-time chat, or web cams for that visual connection, but while instant messaging and e-mails play a large role in long distance relationships, remember that they can in no way replace verbal communication. E-mail is great so make sure you use it, especially if long-distance phone calls put a strain on your budget.(Even though phone calls might get a little too expensive, there are special cards if you are to call each other from different countries, there will be no problems with costs since it is very cheap. We highly recommend you get one of those cards, it will be a lot cheaper and from experience E-mail and instant messages makes it easier to misunderstand each other.) Write love letters. Send small gifts or flowers for no reason. In this case, quantity is as important as quality. You may discover an advantage over others whose partner is close at hand - you don't take communication for granted!
- Take advantage of the benefits a long distance relationship offers: more time with friends and/or family, no arguments over toothpaste caps, the pleasure of seeing your sweetheart again after a long absence, time to mull your options (rather than snapping at your partner impulsively) before you respond to that email s/he wrote that seemed so rude the first time you read it, etc. Most important, being far apart gives you a chance to maintain your individuality - something that can get lost in the shuffle when couples spend all their free time together.
- Pursue common interests, even if it means pursuing them apart. If there's a movie you're both interested in seeing, watch it individually and then call each other afterward and talk about it. Read a certain book at the same time. Stargaze while on you're on the phone. Set your watches to go off at the same time every day, and synchronize your alarm with that of your partner. Make it a point to think of each other when your watch goes off, and revel in the fact that he or she is thinking about you, too. Find creative ways to bond.
- Avoid the temptation to be controlling. People have free will and no one can or should control another person. As long as you are both interested in being in the relationship, you will stick with it and distance will not make a difference. As soon as one of you decides the other is not a good match - or someone else is a better match - your relationship ends, whether you live 3000 miles apart, two streets over, or share the same bed with your wedding picture on the wall. You are going to have to trust each other completely if this relationship is going to work.
- Talk about your future together. Assuming that ultimately you'd want to live together, discussing how you're going to get to that point will help you prove to each other that the relationship is going somewhere and that your efforts and frustrations are not in vain.
- Know when to say good-bye. While this is tough in any relationship, this can be especially hard over long distances. When communication becomes one-sided or sparse for too long and for no apparent reason, when arguments (yes, you'll have them) become too frequent, when the whole thing just seems like more trouble than it's worth, it's time to re-evaluate the relationship. Either you'll decide to go your separate ways, or you'll get closer for having overcome another obstacle to your happiness together.
- Remember things will get better with time, and even the relationship will become better. Have hope.
Tips - A long distance relationship is no different from a proximal relationship in that they both require a great deal of work, excellent communication, patience, sacrifice and understanding. But you will have to work extra hard to maintain the communication and to stay focused enough to not let your daily life interfere with your desire to be with the other person. Don't forget them or you can forget the relationship and it will all be over.
- One of the hardest parts of a long distance relationship is connecting when one person gets busier than the other. If this happens in a relationship it is important to maintain communication. If you are the busy person, try to warn your partner ahead of time that you will be working many hours and may have limited time. If you are the not-as-busy person, take advantage of the time by picking up a new hobby, getting in shape, reading a new book, etc. Flexibility is very important.
- It helps to have a solid time in the future for when the long distance part of the relationship will end, no matter the time length. Without it, the relationship can begin to mold into something that is always distant - even with great communication. With it, each person can see the point at which the distance will end and work harder to keep emotions readily available.
- When talking to your partner, take note of things they enjoy the most (hobbies, day-to-day activities, etc.), and do a little research on it so you have more to do when you see them next. For example: If your partner likes to dance, find the location of different clubs where you will see them next. If you don't know how to dance, take lessons and you will impress them by your willingness to make an effort on their behalf.
- Buy a game that you can play together over the internet, such as a MMORPG (massively multi-player online role playing game). You will be able to chat while playing and it will give a greater feeling of togetherness.
- Mail each other scented clothes.
- Send each other spontaneous ecards.
- Make a creative countdown and mail it to your partner to enjoy until you see each other next. For example, create a photo calendar, with something you add for each day to describe what you love about them.
- Do not set unreasonable expectations for your visit. Fantasizing about the visit is fine, but not out loud or by email to your partner. Instead, enjoy the excitement of the surprises to come.
- The Long Distance Relationship Guidebook is a well-balanced, practical book for couples in long distance relationships who need some guidance.
- Buy a webcam so you can chat face to face and see each other, so when you meet you will remember what they look like.
- Consider the fact that living far apart gives you both a chance to grow as individuals. Some couples break up to "find themselves", but in a long distance relationship you both have enough space to do your own things and still have a connection.
Warnings - Remember, every kind of relationship takes hard work and dedication to your loved one or partner, whether it's long distance or proximal. If you and your partner are willing to take these steps, then expect bumps and turns in the road. These bumps and turns will only help contribute towards a relationship.
- Long distance relationships are not for the faint of heart. They can be very trying - but so can proximal relationships.
- Long distance relationships can and will test you and your partner; you need to trust him/her entirely as paranoia can play a major part in the demise of your relationship. Also, these kinds of relationships can bring a lot of disappointment and heartache--depending on the time you spend away from each other it is VERY important that if you want this relationship to work you must make a great effort not to drift apart.
- Long distance relationships are difficult, as you are emotionally attached to a person you cannot touch or comfort (hug, kiss, hold hands), and this can hurt your heart and wreak havoc with your emotions. The only way to make these relationships work is if you and your partner honestly believe you will be able to survive without each other for a considerable amount of time without the need or desire to be with someone else.
| Cheesy. | Jun 30, '08 3:56 AM
for everyone |
 Mahal na mahal kita
John Troy Gabriel Diaz Huber. <3
Sobrang mahal na mahal. :">
I just want the whole world to know,
how much I love you.
Or at least the whole world of Multiply?
LOLOL. :P
Yun lamang po. Haha! Kakornihan lang. Huwag kayo pakelamero okay!? Mind your own bussiness. :))
Kausap ko si baby ko ngayon sa VC. :D :D Naisip ko lang mag-blog kasi uber happy talaga ako since yesterday. Nagka-bati na talaga kami ni baby. Tho' siymepre, irita parin ako sa ginawa niya, naisip ko nalang na wala naman ako mapapala if magalit pa ako. And I felt how sorry he is naman so yahh. I just wish na hindi na niya ulitin. Ayaw na ayaw ko na talaga malaman na nakaka-usap niya pa yung makati na yun. (Nabasa mo yan Troy? AYAW ko na huh? Mag-aaway ulit tayo pag yun pa eh pinansin mo pa. :P) Bitter much!? Hahaha! Hindi naman. Malandi lang kasi masyado yung mahaderang bruha na yun kaya ayoko dun. :] Anyhooo.. MASAYA AKO so ayoko na isipin ang bruha. Haha! Sobra ako masaya at kinikilig pramis! :D Last night tinawagan ako ulit ni Troy, then he played his guitar and kinantahan niya ako. Crazy for you. :"> Shet pramis, kinikilig talaga ako nun. Kung makikita niyo lang ngiti ko nung time na kinkantahan niya ako. Muka ako retarded! Hahaha! :)) Sabi niya sa'kin niya pa lang nagagawa yun, so lalo pa tuloy ako kinilig. Pakshet! Ang landi noh!? :)) Tagal ko na sinabi kasi sa kanya na kantahan niya ako eh. Kaso shy naman siya kasi hindi nga daw siya galing kumanta, eh wala naman sakin if sintunado siya, gusto ko lang talaga kantahan niya ako. Then yun nga, sabi ko mag-guitar siya, tapos kanta so ayun. ;)) :"> Kilig talaga, hayup! :)) Tapos tapos, wala lang. :P Gusto ko na ma-hug si baby. 8-> Ay! Naalala ko usapan namin kanina. Parang magpapa-kasal na eh. Sabi ko pagka-uwi ko Philippines, pakasal na agad kami para pag-balik ko ng Canada kasama ko na siya. Tapos sabi niya naman papagawa siya bahay sa Philippines tapos dito sa Canada kami gawa ng family. Yung bahay daw bakasyunan namin. Potah! Ang landi namin nuh!? :)) Ako naman natutuwa. Ampotah. :"> :)) Landi landi landi. :"> Mmmm.. Kanina pa ako 1am nag-PPC. Ang tibay ko. Lintek na website kasi yan, ang hirap ayusin. Pero nakaka-aliw naman kaya pinag-chagaan ko. ;)) About love pa nga. Amp! Sa dinami-daming pwedeng topic, love pa. Okay lang, inspired naman ako. Haha! :P Kaka-frustrate nga lang minsan pag naubusan na ng ideas. Pfft! 'kayy.. Wala na masabi? Sunday nanaman, bilis ng araw. :| Ayt, I'm out! Wala na makwento. :P Babu! :D
Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever music player you have on random.
Step 2: Post a line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from
Step 4: Strike the songs if someone guesses correctly
1. Baby I'm so tired of the way you turn my words into deception and lies, Don't misunderstand me when I try to speak my mind I'm only saying what's in my heart. 2. Ooh that baby you got that good stuff, good love put it on me can't get enough. 3. Good things don't last forever baby, There's something bout you girl that drives me crazy, Aint no if's and but's or maybe's, you will always be my friend. 4. There are times when I look in your eyes I see the love that we share, I see the joy inside. 5. You know you are my lover you got me twisted over you, I know I got what you need so what you wanna do. 6. Ladies leave yo' man at home, the club is full of ballas and their pockets full grown, And all yo' fellas leave your girl with her friends cuz it's 11:30 and the club is.... :] 7. When we laugh and we cry it's together, through the rain and the stormiest weather, we gon' still be as one it's foreva, it's foreva 8. How do you cool your lips, after a summer's kiss, how do you rid the sweat, after the body bliss, how do you turn your eyes, from a romantic glare, how do you block the sound of the voice, you know everywhere. 9. If you try to believe I'm not over you, go ahead, there's nothing wrong with makin believe, I know cuz I used to pretend you'd come back to me. 10. Girl, don't be afraid to put your trust in someone who, who will love you, love you completely, take the time, do it right, make you forget those tears you cry, it'll be alright, have no fear, your superman is here <33 :] 11. I don't want no ball and chain to hang on me. And I don't need no ties don't want your wedding ring, I'm lookin for a guy who's fly and care's bout my feelings. 12. Everytime I hear this song playing on the radio, it just reminds me of how much I love you so, everytime I think of you I just wanna call you boy, then let you know that I'll always be here for you. 13. Girl your stare, those eyes eyes (love it when you look at me baby) your lips, your smile I (love it when you kiss me baby) your hips, those thighs I (love it when you thug me baby) and I can't deny I... (love it when I'm witchu baby) 14. Baby I love you and I'll never let you go, but if I have to boy I think that you should know, all the love we made, can never be erased, and I promise you that you will never be replaced. 15. Baby, no one else can ever want you like I do (I'm feeling love in deepest fall, give you the keys and all, you even held me when the beef was on) Tell me what you feel cuz I'm feeling something real (I feel the same way, you make the Don say, girl I want you, girl I need you) 16. But I'd rather you'll be mean than love and lie, I'd rather hear the truth than have to say goodbye. 17. Remember the first day when I saw your face, Remember the first day when you smiled at me, you stepped to me and then you said to me, I was the woman you dreamed about. 18. Life for me is not the same theres no one to talk to, don't know why I let it go too far, starting over it's so hard, Seems like everywhere I try to go, I keep thinking of you. 19. From the minute that you got my attention, I was taken and I have to mention, I was trying not to let it show, But I knew that I wasn't gonna let you go, From the way that you came right to me
Looking all hot with the style that threw me, No one would've ever known it, You would be the one who take this heart and hold it . 20. Smile fo me daddy (what you lookin at) lemme see your grillz (let ya see ma what) ya ya grillz, ya ya ya grillz.
 I... I was the game he would play He brought the clouds to my day Then like a ray of light You came my way one night Just one look and I knew You would make everything clear Make all the clouds disappear Put all your fears to rest Who do I love the best Don't you know Don't you know You've got it all over him You got me over him (Honey)BABY it's true There's just you You must have been heaven sent Hearing me call You were out on a limb And you're all that he's not Just look what I've got 'Cause you've got it all Over him All over You've got it all over All over You've got it all over Now, don't let him worry you so Once I met you I let go Oh you can surely see You're so much more to me Just one look and I knew You would make everything clear Make all the clouds disappear You're better than all the rest Who do I love the best (yeah... ) Don't you know Don't you know You've got it all over him You got me over him Honey it's true (so true) There's just you You must have been heaven sent Hearing me call You went out on a limb And you're all that he's not (all that he's not) Just look what I've got (look what I've got) 'Cause you've got it all (you've got it all) All over him You've got it all over him You got me over him(Honey)BABY it's true (so true) There's just you You must have been heaven sent Hearing me call You went out on a limb (out on a limb And you're all that he's not (all that he's not) Just look what I've got (look what I've got) 'Cause you've got it all (you've got it all) Over him
No one lives a perfect life. Even the richest person could say that. And one shur thing, NO ONE is really contented into what they have. That is 100% true, don't argue with me. Even if you say that you're happy with what you got, still, you look for something more. Something better. That's not a sign of greed or anything. People just want their life to be almost perfect. Who disagrees? Message me right away. Let's have a debate. LOLz :P Ayt, as I was saying, people never get REALLY contented in life. We keep on searching and searching and hoping for the better. My perception in life is simple as this, "Perfect life doesn't exist. Live to the fullest, do whatever you want. You'll never learn unless you explore". Basically, don't hide from you're shell. If people doesn't like you for the way you act, or if they think you're s shit, that's not a reason to stop living. Yes, opinions of others are important, but what more important is what YOU, YOURSELF want. You're a fool if you let other people make your descisions for you. Don't be scared to do something wrong. People learn from their mistakes. You might not learn right away but in the end, you'll realize EVERYTHING that you've done. It kills me if someone stops me in whatever I want to do. I get ballistic. But on the other side, listening to others isn't a bad thing afterall. You should thank every person that is always there for you, showing their love and concerns. Even if they're not close to you or if they don't talk to you very often, that doesn't mean that they don't care. Problems will never stop coming in peoples lives. They're like a shadow that follows you everywhere you go. It's upto the person how he deals with it. As much as we wanted to solve everything in just a snap, that'll never ever happen. You'll have to feel the pain and everything before you achieve happiness. That's life. It is a shit but you still have to thank for it. God loves EVERYBODY :]
 Life is being shit again for me. Everything seems to be so wrong. Everything's a mess! I don't wanna be fcukin emotional again but I need to let this all out into my system. My dad and I had a fight again yesterday. I guess this one is the biggest fight we've ever had. Not that he hit me or anything. He didn't. But he said he be sendin me back to Philippines and let me stay with my grannies cuz they've had enuff of me. Okay, it all started between me and my mom. Yesterday morning, I called my friend if we're still on to that hiphop dance workshop thing. And she said yes. After that fone call, I talked to my mom about the dance thingy. A couple of questions, where will that be, who am I going with, what time will I leave the house and what time will I get back. So I really thought that I can go. And besides, I already mentioned the dance thingy to her gazillion times and she seems to be pretty okay about it. I was so excited to go cuz I really do love dancing and my friends are gon' be there. And I thought that it'll be a great opportunity for me cuz Josh, our instructor in dance told me that I have a potential. But my mom has been evil again and suddenly said "NO KATRINA YOU CAN'T GO". I was so pissed and mad. She told me the reasons why she doesnt want me to go but I didn't actually listen. I was angry. I showed her attitude and walked out straight into my room and gave her a dirty look. I know I shouldn't be doing that to my parents but that's me when I'm mad. I can't control myself. Then I started cussing and saying mean things (I was talking to myself then in my room) THEN... My fcukin evil dad came in and started yelling at me. He told me get up and go to the living room and we'll talk. I was looking into a blank air and I can feel my tears falling off my cheeks. I wans't crying cuz I feel sorry, I was crying cuz I' fcukin pissed. He started yelling again and said I'm such a bad daughter. That they're so unlucky to have me. That they'd rather have my sister as their only child rather than having the two of us. That time, he really did get on my nerves. I started yelling too. Then I went to our living room as what he said earlier. He kept on saying things that surely did made me feel bad. He opened the topic about me failing my driver's-ed. He kept on saying that I was so pre-occupied with the people I'm talking to the computer that I don't pay attention to my studies anymore. Okay, partly.. True. I don't study hardcore unlike my cousin that they kept comparing to me. I'm not a straight A student. I skip classes sometimes. In short, I'M NOT A PERFECT STUDENT. To tell ya'll the truth, I fcukin hate responsibilities. I'm SCARED of responsibilities. I mess up most of the times. Since I was little, my mom and I always kept on arguing cuz of my laziness and me being such a spoiled bratt. I want what I want. They even say I am so inconsiderate about their feelings. They said that I don't care about our family at all. That the only thing important to me is ME, MYSELF, and I. WHATEVER!!! So not true! I maybe self-absorbed at times but that doesn't mean that I don't care about them. That I don't love them. I love my family. Well, I love my mom and my sister. I don't know about my dad. I'm starting to hate him since he moved the computer in their room so that I can't use it very often like what I used to do and since he told me that I'm the black sheep of the family. Who does he think he is!? He's my dad. My STEP DAD! I know, he's the one who took care of me since I was little, he treated me like his real daughter. But still, that doesn't give him the right to talk to me like that and hurt me. Yah. Ya'll read that right, he fcukin hit me one time, slapped me, threw things at me. I know it's my fault why he did those shits but still!!! Am I making any sense? Am I right? Or am I just thinking like a kid again!? I don't fcukin know! This fight all started in just one little thing but it opened a lot of things from the past. It opened alot of feelings from each of us. Yesterday, I thought of running away. I want to be alone. I wanted to pass out. I even thought of killing myself. DON'T TELL ME THAT I'M BEING EXAGGERATED CUZ YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I FEEL. I seem to look okay when people see me but I am fcukin not. I thought that if I'd be gone, my family will be sad but I know it'll be better for everyone. But, my sister told me that she doesn't want me to go anywhere. She wanted me to stay. So I did. My mind is so pre-occupied with a lot of bullshits right now. Other than this problem, I'm also worried about my other friends, some of 'em are having their difficulties to. I know I shouldn't be worrying their own business but I can't help it. Every time I talk to them, they tell me their problems. Sometimes, they even forget to ask how am I doing. Honestly, it's pissing me off. I don't wanna be a bad friend but I have my own problems too to think about. And what's really irritating is, sometimes, they'd give me attitude if I don't listen! WTF ehy?!!? I don't hate them. It's just that.... I DON'T KNOW!!!! I don't wanna hear any problems anymore. I don't wanna be a fcukin stress absorber! But of course there's this feeling inside me that tells me that I shud listen to them cuz they're my friend. Oh GOD! I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so confused in my life. Why am I like this? Argh! I really want to be alone. I just want a peace of mind. I want to feel NOTHING. I want to be numb! No love, no happiness, no sadness, no lonesome, no ANYTHING. I'm tired. I am so tired of crying. I am so tired of life. The only thing that keeps me hangin is.... I don't know. I don't know why am I still breathing. Maybe I'm just too chicken to kill myself. HAH! My boyfriend is the only one who gives me real happiness these days. When I talk to him, I forget for a meanwhile. Life is shit. It really is. Full of hardships and fcukin problems. Why does it have to be this way? Why.. Why..
| 2:30 am | Feb 22, '08 3:29 AM
for everyone |
Ayt .. It's already way pass my bed time and yet I'm still up ( What's new ?? LOLz :P ) Eh kasi nmn .. My baby made me watch some Korean Comedy movie .. Juzko ! Uber kulet .. Uhh .. Mejo bastos xa eh but nkakatawa naman talaga .. Plan ko nung una is watch ko lng ung umpisa then tomaroo na ung the rest .. Kaso napasarap ang aking nuod .. Inabot tuloy ako ng madaling araw :P OMG aga pa pala ako ggcng .. Mae CPR class nanaman ako . Waaaa ! =/ I hope hnd ako antukin sa klase kasi uber boring din nung class na un eh .. Pfft ! =/ Ay .. BTW .. I got my mark in my dance class .. I got 11.5 out of 12 .. Pfft ! point 5 nalang perfect na .. Ung emotion ko daw kasi sa pag-sayaw mejo mgulo .. Eh panu ba nmn kasi .. Ung mga friends ko habang nagsasayaw ung group namin todo titig saken then niloloko ako ! Nag-papatwa ! Ako naman si ngisi . Haha ! But okay lang kaet hnd ko na-perfect . My teacher was impressed anyways :] Kanina nga gumawa ung class namin ng sayaw .. Ako pinagawa ng first part .. Nagulat ako .. Bgla nlng ako tinawag .. Kasi pinakinig samin ung song muna .. " Let me love you " by Mario .. Then svi ng teacher nmn imagine dao nmn sarili nmn .. She told us to let the music move our bodies .. Un nmn gnwa ko .. Hnd ko namamalayan sumasayaw nq mag-isa knina eh nakapikit ako nun .. Taz bglang " Katrina, can you show us your moves and we'll make it the first part of our routine " Gulat ako tlaga .. Nahihiya kasi ako magturo sa class but yahh .. Nagawa ko nmn ng maaus :P Then I think by next week magggroupings na kme then we'll make our own 5-minute dance .. I'm pretty excited bout it :P Uhh .. Antagal ni baby .. Mae gnwa saglet eh .. Naka-idle prn upto now .. Inaantok na ako .. Gustu ko lng mag-goodnight skanea before ako mag-sleep kea wait ko parin . Hehe ! :] Ay nako .. Mae naisip nanaman ako .. Pero hnd ko na dapat alalahanin kea hnd ko na babanggitin :] I love him and he loves me too .. Yun ang mahalaga :] Mae trust naman ako kay baby ko eh .. Heehee :] I love my baby so muccchhhh ! random .. Hehehe !! :P Ayt ! Goodnight loves ! :] * xoxo * >.<
When you were 15,
your mom came home from work,
looking for a hug.
You thanked her by
having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16,
she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every
chance you could.
When you were 17,
she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone
all night.
When you were 18,
she cried at your high school
graduation.
You thanked her by staying out
partying until dawn.
When you were 19,
she paid for your college tuition,
drove you to campus carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye
outside the dorm so you wouldn't be
embarrassed in
front of your friends.
When you were 25,
she helped to pay for your wedding,
and she cried and told you how deeply
she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway
across the country.
When you were 50,
she fell ill and needed you to take
care of her. You thanked her by
reading about the burden parents
become to their children.
And then, one day, she quietly died.
And everything you never did came
crashing
down like thunder on YOUR HEART.
THE HAVES--
have you ever been on a plane ?
` yessur have you ever asked someone out ?
` haha . n0o have you ever been asked out by someone ?
` i guess i have >.< have you ever gone fishing ?
` yeahs
THE HOWS--
how tall are you ?
` like SHORT ?
how much money do you have on you right now?
` like none . it`s s0o sadd
THE LASTS--
last person you hung out with ?
` uhh . famly . LOL
last thing you said out loud ?
` " okayy ! " last thing someone said to you ?
` " clean up ur r0om "
THE WHATS--
what is the temperature outside ?
` c0olddd !
what radio station do you listen to?
` HOT 103 && Q FM 94.7 what was the last thing you bought ?
` jacket && b0ots what was the last thing you had to drink ?
` 0range juice what was the last thing on tv you watched ?
` zoey 101 to grow with love?
` i thinkk
THE WHOS--
who was the last person you took a picture of ?
` mee
who was the last person you said i love you to?
` pssh !
CRYING SECTION--
ever really cried your heart out?
` yeahs i have * sigh *
ever cried yourself to sleep?
` mhmm |: ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
` i thinkk i have ever cried over the opposite sex?
` pssh ! do you cry when you get an injury ?
` not usually . i jus complain . do certain songs make you cry?
` n0ope
HAPPY SECTION--
are you a happy person ?
` on the outsise
what can make you happy?
` a lot of random stuff do you wish you were happier ?
` of course is being happy overrated ?
` LMAO " be like us . be content . happiness is overrated "
HATE SECTION--
do you actually hate, anyone ?
` yeahs i do
ever made a hit list ?
` pssh ! have you ever been on a hit lst ?
` oh God i hope not . LOL do you hate george bush ?
` i dun` care
SELF ESTEEM SECTION--
is your self-esteem extremely low?
` actually it is |:
do you believe in yourself ?
` n0 |: do you wish you can be someone else ?
` i have wished i was somewhere else
LOOK AT ME--
what is your current hair color?
` brown-ish
current piercings ?
` ears have any tattoos ?
` durrtyyy !! iwww !! straight hair or curly ?
` either
CURRENTLY WEARING--
what shirt are you wearing ?
` grey spaghetti strap .. && hoodiiee
shorts ?
` sweats shoes ?
` not at all necklace ?
` actually no
THIS OR THAT--
rock or rap :
` rap
chocolate or vanilla :
` either hummer or sports car :
` sports car bracelet or necklace ?
` both history or science :
` science sleep in or early to rise :
` sleep in !! beach or boardwalk :
` * memoriesss * hoodie or tee Shirt :
` h0odiiee night or day:
` both high school or college :
` havent been to college california or florida :
` cali ! [ laguna beach !! >.< i`ma go look for stephen colleti ! LMAO ]
HAVE YOU EVER--
kissed the same sex ?
` cheeks
laughed so hard you cried ?
` oh God yeahs got in a fight with someone ?
` yeahs
THE LAST--
person you talked to in person ?
` mom
person you talked to online ?
` dheina time you had a shower ?
` yesterdayy
RANDOM--
do you like surveys ?
` kill time
what kind of shampoo do you use ?
` dove >.< && herbal essences do you get along with your parents ?
` to summ extent do you have mental breakdowns ?
` LOL . i thinkk i do >.< did you ever tell your parents you didn't feel good so you didn't have to go to school ?
` LOL . yeahs !! didn`t werk tho` >.<
CURRENT--
current mood :
` blahhh ! |:
current music :
` if i open up my heart to you [ amanda perez ] <33 current hair style :
` normal current windows open :
` msn window . multiply . friendster . facebook . ym current website : ` multiply . facebook . friendster .
Only do this if you were born before 1995
Which spice girl did you like?
` BABY !! >.<
Backstreet Boys or N*Sync?
` " i want it that wayy "
Did you watch S Club 7?
` yeahss !! luvv `em ! LOL
What was your favorite, Sandlot or Little Rascals? ` little rascals !! [ darla`s a doll ! >.< ]
Did you ever have light up sneakers?
` LMAO . yeahss ! >.<
Cinderella or Snow White? ` cinderella
What was your favorite holiday? ` new year
Did you ever try to stay up on Christmas just so you could see santa? ` LOLOL . n0opers !
You ever watch Bill Nye the Science Guy? ` ugh ! dun` like that sh0w
What grade did you like the best? ` 6th grade
Ninja Turtles or Power Rangers? ` GO GO POWER RANGERS !!!!!
What Power Ranger were you? ` trina !! >.< the saber t0oth tiger !!
Did you ever own a Chinese jump rope?
` LOL . yeahs
What was your favorite thing to eat?
` choclates >.<
What was your favorite color? ` purplee !!
Did you prefer, Where in the World is Carmen Sandiego or Where’s Waldo? ` mann i dun` even kn0oe wh0 they are 0r wut ur talkin` bout !
Do you ever miss being a little kid? ` yeahs ! ):
What was your first pet’s name?
` zimba ! [ lion king was my all time favrite disney cartoon y`kn0oe ! LMAO ]
Who was your best friend in kindergarten?
` jonna mae conopio >.<
Are you still friends with the person you were best friends with? ` we dun` have any communications anym0o
How many times have you switched schools including preschool? ` o3 ..
What did you want to be when you grew up? ` back then .. a model ! >.< LOL
What was your all time favorite movie? ` uhh . i luvv Lion King ? <33
Which did you like ‘Are You Afraid Of The Dark’ or ‘AHH! Real Monsters? ` Are y0ou afraid of the darkk !! >.<
Did you watch Rocko’s Modern Life? ` yessur !
Did you collect pogs? ` LMAO . i had thoseee !! >.<
Who was your favorite character in Doug? ` uhh i dun` really watch that
Did you like War Heads? ` n0t really
Favorite rugrat? ` angelica !! >.< such a bratt !! i luvv the attitude !! LMAOO xD
You have to answer the survey
with an honest heart. An honest heart
will give you good luck for the entire
year. U may imagine of one people or
maybe some people not only one. Answer
it, "What if your ex says"
+++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++ ++
Why did you let me go?
* pfft ! y0ou`re the one wh0 dissed me ! d0wd0w !
I still love you.
* t0o badd .. i d0n`t luvv y0ou anym0o
When did we last talk?
* uhh .. like .. i dun` care ?
Can you go out with me?
* pssh ! the nerve . NO
Hey, can i give/ask you for a ride?
* no need ! my dad always gives me a ride
Were you able to move on when I have
not?
* wutchu thinkk dummy ?
I cannot keep my promise to you.
* yeah i kn0oe ..
My parents do not like you.
* i dun` like `em either ! LMAO
My friends say we don't look good
together.
* LOL . yah ! cuz i`m pretty && ur ... uhh .. iiw
You have changed.
* mhmm ! i kn0oe
Can we get back together?
* in ur dreams ! suckaaa !
Oh i know what this is all about. You
found someone else.
* 0ohww .. i didn`t kn0oe u g0t a brain ? LMAOO
Dont you realize? You are the one who
hurt me!
* are y0ou in ur senses ?!! ur the 0ne wh0 dumped me 0ver that frikke ugliiee bishh !
How can you forget our memories?
* i haven`t .. daz impossible .. but errytime i thinkk of those .. it makes me wanna hurll !!
i will always love you
* guess wut ? i dun` care !
And i will always wait for you
* wait for nothin` y0ou butth0le
i have this crazy feeling over some guy.. i keep on thinkin about him day and night whenever he`s not around whenever he`s out of my sight i can still see his face and his beautiful smile i fell for him not because he`s fly i love him for what i can see inside his lovely voice his perfect eyes i knoe i`m just mesmerized i wish upon the star that he would be mine i wish we could be together just like the stars that brightly shines but even if i spen my whole life wishin i know he can`t be with me cuz there`s another gurl in his heart that`s fillin it`s sad , yes it is .. but whatever happens i`ll never diss him he mean alot to me more than anything more than anything the world could ever bring [[ pssssssssssshhhhh !! >.< ]]
i`ma go to bedd now && take summ restt .. sobrng tamlay cu tlga .. shii !!
1. name someone who made you smile today.
` 
2. what were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
` fast asleep
3. what were you doing 30 minutes ago?
` uhh .. chattin6
4. what was something that happened to you in 1992?
` iunn0 .. can`t remember
7. what color is your hairbrush?
` metallic pink && metallic 6reen
8. what was the last thing you bought?
` b0ots && jacket
10. have you been to china ?
` n0opers .. but 0ne dayy
11. where do you keep your money?
` wallet
12. what was the weather like today?
` effin c0old
it`s winnipe6
then a6ain i can`t see 0ut the wind0w
13. where did your last hug take place?
` at h0me
14. do you like peanut butter?
` it`s 0kayy .. t0 a certain extent
15. have you got a bf/gf ?
` n0ope . it`s jus TRiNA
18. last person you kissed?
` my teddy bear .. then a6ain .. it`s n0t a pers0n . LMAO
19. do you wanna cut your hair?
` n0t really .. i wanna dye it li6ht br0wn
20. are you over the age of 25?
` n0t at all
21. do you talk a lot?
` i apparently d0 .. but summtimes i can be alm0st mute
22. do you watch The O.C?
` OMG yeahs !! i luvvvv the O.C
23. does your screen name have an "x" in it?
` n0t at all
24. do you know anyone named Kelsey?
` whyy yeahs i d0 .. s0o wut ab0ut it ?
25. favourite ice cream?
` alm0nd vanilla
26. are you ticklish?
` 0h 6awd yeahs
27. are you typically a jealous person?
` i 6et jeal0us easilyy .. heehee
28. do you own a car?
` n0ope * si6h *
29. name a friend whose name starts with the letter "L":
` Lena !!
30. who's the last person to call you?:
` auntie
31. last magazine you bought?
` c0sm06irl
32. do you chew on your straws?
` LOL . yeahs
33. do you have curly hair?
` wavyy
34. can you dance like a chicken?
` wth . wh0 can
35. sponge?
` b0b squarepantsss !!
36. last concert?
` since wayy back when
37. what is something you say a lot?
` " seri0usly? "
" n0t really, seri0usly? "
" i`m c0ld "
38. favourite color?
` h0ttpink && lime6reen
39. do you know what a plectrum is for?
` yeahsi kn0oe wut it`s f0r >.<
60sh dun` hafta use such lar6e w0rds
40. do you have to work tomorrow?
` unempl0yedd
41. who do you live with?
` m0m . dad && this retard !! LMAO
42. who was the last person you said I love you too ?
`
43. what should you be doing right now?
` d0in my pre`cal take h0me test . LOL
44. do you have a nickname?
` yeahss
45.Are you a heavy sleeper?
` t0 summ extent
46. do you snore?
` iunn0
47. what is the best movie you've seen in the past two weeks?
` iunn0
48. is there anyone you like right now?
`
49. when was the last time you did the dishes?
` yesterdayy ?
50. did you cry today?
` actually .. i did
ANOTHER ONE
THE CANS--
can you blow a bubble?
` why yeahs i can . with 6um 0f c0urse
can you dance?
` s0rta
can you do a cart wheel?
` n0ope * sigh *
can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?
` i can`t
can you touch your toes ?
` yeahs i can .. when i`m sittin6 d0wn
can you whistle ?
` yeahs
can you wiggle your ears ?
` n0ope
can you wiggle your nose ?
` && i jus tried .. i can`t
can you do the splits ?
` n0opers
can you do a handstand?
` in the water
THE DIDS--
did you ever get into a fist fight in school ? ` uhh . can`t sayy i have
did you ever run away from home ?
` n0opers
did you ever want to be a doctor ?
` n0opers
did you ever want to be a fire fighter ?
` LMAO . byr0o0onn !! >.<
THE DOS--
do you believe in god ?
` yeahs
do you know how to swim ?
` 0f c0urse
do you like roller coasters ?
` luvv it !!
do you have a bike ?
` n0ope . i dun` even kn0oe h0w t0 use it ! LMAO
CURRENT--
current mood :
` happy mann !!
current music :
` candiiee kisses [ amanda perez ]
current hair style :
` n0rmal
current windows open :
` YM wind0ws .. friendster . faceb0ok . multiply . MSN wind0ws . wind0ws media player
my heart`s skippin skippin over && over !! oh my .... anu ba tuh !! LMAOO .. wuz happenin` t0 mee.. i`ve never felt like this since ... ages ago !! :D
1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could?
` n0opers
2. What color shirt are you wearing?
` army green >.<
3. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list?
` shur.. i`d luvv to give my hunnies a kiss .. >.<
4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your friends list?
` uhh .. iunno ..
5. How many people on your top friends list do you know in real life?
` t0o lazy t0 c0unt
6. How many kids do you want to have?
` jus o2
7. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
` yessur
8. What name would you want besides the one you have?
` n0thin` . i luvv my name !
9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex?
` wh0a ! never ever
10. What did you do for your last birthday?
` partyy
11. What's your main ringtone on your phone?
` my cute lil c0usin bry0n`s luvvly laughter . LMAOO >.<
12. What time did you wake up today?
` quarter to o2 in the aftern0on . LOLOL
13. What were you doing two nights ago?
` famly partyy
14. Do you like having your hair pulled?
` n0opers ! daz s0o ann0ying
15. Name something you can't wait to do.
` visit phil`s
16. Last time you saw your mom
` uhh . few sec0nds ago ?
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself?
` uhh .. * thinks * iunn0
18. If you had $250,000, what would you do with it?
` shoppin !
19. how long have you worked at your current job?
` unempl0yed
20. Have you ever talked to Tom?
` t0m wh0 ?
21.Describe the underwear you have on?
` red . with studded star on the right side . LMAO
22. Last thing you ate?
` lasagna . yumm !
23. What's your favorite month?
` uhh . summer m0nths ?
24. Your least favorite month?
` winter m0nths ?
25. What's the last piece of clothing someone borrowed from you?
` jacket
26. Who is getting on your nerves right now?
` my dad . LOL
27. Most visited webpage?
` friendster
28. Last person you text messaged?
` er0s . thru YM
29. Last person to make you sad?
` iunn0
30. Would you take a bullet for your best friend?
` uhh . n0o ! LOL . i luvv my life hun` s0rry . LMAOO
31. Favorite kind of drink?
` water . iced tea
32. Favorite food?
` list c0uld h0nestly g0 0n
33. Favorite dessert?
` fruits
34. Have you been to Europe?
` 0ne 0f the places trina wants t0 visit
35. If someone you hated died, what would you do?
` uhh . n0thin`
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